My thoughts.

I want to speak up. I don’t have a problem with saying it to everyone. The only problem I have is being sent to the office and getting in trouble at home. You may think that that’s just bullshit but it’s true. My dad isn’t a laid back, “always speak your mind no matter what”, If its for a good cause, type of person. If I get in a fight my dad is going to take away my phone & computer until I’m 18 (Did i mention he doesn’t bluff?). He w0uld start visiting me regularly at school, & monitoring me greatly. Also, it’s not lady-like. “Yeah I got her bleeding!!”.. k? Good to know, you’ve injured someone. Want a cookie? Yeah, I’ll admit usually I’m all like “I’d beat that bitch ass!” Yadayadayada. But now I’ve really been thinking and hitting people really doesn’t make anything better. If you don’t want to get hit why would you hit someone else? Now, I’m just saying this for kids in school & immature adults. Wrestling, boxing & all that other stuff is where people are trained and get paid. Nobody dies most of the time (same with kids, I know.), But your not on TV, Your not being paid, and your not trained for this! Unless your with some company and your getting paid, quit being fucking ignorant. I know we can’t stop all the fighting in the world, but we can limit this petty shit we fight over. Now, If someone has been hurting a lot of your friends and family & has stole plenty of shit from you and basically fucked up your life, THEN that’s a scenario where you can fight (If they try and hit you first.). Looking at what I’ve written so far, I really don’t get why I haven’t spoken up. Sure, people may try and start a fight but I can tell the teacher. IDGAF if people say “you a wuss” and all that shit. At least I’ll probably get into a better college, have a better job, & get more $ than you. If they ain’t going to pay yo bills in the future, FUCK EM’! Don’t worry about people who aren’t trying to help you. I’ve got some good friends who are really trying to help me. I’ll stick with them.

Ok, My bitching is done for today. (:

All my haters can kiss my ass,

All my supporters, I♥You. (;

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Wolf Pack & Solo riders! ♥

**To Solo riders: Solo riders page will be up by Sunday, or before (:.

I’m a free bitch baby!

I broke up with Jasmyne. I didn’t want to, but I want someone to hold & touch rather than text & imagine about. I think love is over rated now. I know I haven’t had many relationships, but when you think about it what the hell would I be doing having relationships up the wall. Call me a fun-killer, but I think relationships are the LAST thing a child (well at least me) should be thinking about. That’s my opinion.

I know, I used to always want a relationship &  found nothing wrong with having one. I still think there’s nothing wrong with having one. Just I think I don’t need one at this moment.  I’m going to live life single until I graduate HS, even though I do crave a companion. My heart’s too fragile at the moment & really can’t handle rejection.

Plus, most people are way too immature when it comes to love around this age. They think being a “pimp” or “player” is cool. When you get bitch slapped you aren’t going to be so “cool” anymore. Ah, makes me think of someone. You all know who ;) .

Speaking of him, I’m over him & haven’t talked to him since the 27th of dec. Damn fucker. I wish him the best though, because I really feel he needs it. I don’t regret any memories we have, not even the crying. It was fun for a while caring about someone so much, but I think that’s a little over my danger level & I’ve learned a lesson.

I’ll update again this upcoming weekend, Bye!

- Y