Everything is amazing…Seemingly. I’m unsure about someone.. When I’m without them I can deal without but when I’m with them I can’t bring myself to leave them. . .Fuck this wreck of being my soul is contained by. Teehee. I’m so happy. Drops of rain are smiles liquidated. Turtles are hot. Blahblahblah. Whatever♥. I’m driving with a blindfold & a stick for a cane. The skys smoking with zeus. Fuckyes. Lets all look up for a moment and smile. Do you feel better?  I do. His Kisses, Her kisses, Their kisses. Steal my first with my ungiven permission. You finally did something I wanted you to. .  .♥. I can’t give up now. This crazy rollercoasters broken but we’re still guided by the tracks in the empty air 100 meters above the ground. Let’s all get drunk & drive away in pick-ups with the tattooed waitress.

This is life.

Theshit,

yes.

~Ella♥

 

My thoughts.

I want to speak up. I don’t have a problem with saying it to everyone. The only problem I have is being sent to the office and getting in trouble at home. You may think that that’s just bullshit but it’s true. My dad isn’t a laid back, “always speak your mind no matter what”, If its for a good cause, type of person. If I get in a fight my dad is going to take away my phone & computer until I’m 18 (Did i mention he doesn’t bluff?). He w0uld start visiting me regularly at school, & monitoring me greatly. Also, it’s not lady-like. “Yeah I got her bleeding!!”.. k? Good to know, you’ve injured someone. Want a cookie? Yeah, I’ll admit usually I’m all like “I’d beat that bitch ass!” Yadayadayada. But now I’ve really been thinking and hitting people really doesn’t make anything better. If you don’t want to get hit why would you hit someone else? Now, I’m just saying this for kids in school & immature adults. Wrestling, boxing & all that other stuff is where people are trained and get paid. Nobody dies most of the time (same with kids, I know.), But your not on TV, Your not being paid, and your not trained for this! Unless your with some company and your getting paid, quit being fucking ignorant. I know we can’t stop all the fighting in the world, but we can limit this petty shit we fight over. Now, If someone has been hurting a lot of your friends and family & has stole plenty of shit from you and basically fucked up your life, THEN that’s a scenario where you can fight (If they try and hit you first.). Looking at what I’ve written so far, I really don’t get why I haven’t spoken up. Sure, people may try and start a fight but I can tell the teacher. IDGAF if people say “you a wuss” and all that shit. At least I’ll probably get into a better college, have a better job, & get more $ than you. If they ain’t going to pay yo bills in the future, FUCK EM’! Don’t worry about people who aren’t trying to help you. I’ve got some good friends who are really trying to help me. I’ll stick with them.

Ok, My bitching is done for today. (:

All my haters can kiss my ass,

All my supporters, I♥You. (;

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